As whoever might have been keeping up may have realized, there has not been much to keep up with. My sincerest apologize, so I shall actually make one now.

Topic 1.
Depression
Perhaps you read these because you have no life of your own, or maybe it is because you need an escape from your quite hectic life. Then again, we all are just looking for answers, so here goes nothing, or at most a few minutes of your unimportant life =D.

Depression, can begin a multitude of ways. But, if your way it started wasn't with an original happiness, then you should tell your doctor. For as the saying often goes, "The taller they are, the harder they fall." I am typically not the type of person to just believe because many people say it, but i have encountered examples of this specific one quite a few times. A quick vague form of this, is when you set your standards high, then they are destroyed. Or, a more visual one, the Twin Towers for Gosh sakes. Had they not been so tall, or close together, they couldn't have fallen so far. Now that is a kind of bad one, so I will now go to eye level with you, hypothetically, and get personal.
I fall in love hard and fast, most likely due to hormones I could do without at this time. Once I do this, i just set myself up like a domino ring of emotions...

You know what, this isnt important at all... What is, is that it doesnt matter how crappy your life is, the easy way out is called suicide, it is against the law of the government, and of flat out morals. It is called giving up, which is not what humans are built for. Homosapien sapiens, the creatures who found a way to survive almost all of Earth's climates. WE KICK ASS!!!! Biodiversity is cool, and it rocks, because it is what ensures that we all have someone out there for us. Giving up, is just stupid, cause that person is out there somewhere, and they would never forgive you for leaving them alone. Self pity, meet everyone else's pity.
Earlier today, I came home, alone, as usual, and I needed some rest sure, but I was still pissed that when i talk to my friends, and even say how bored I am, they dont invite me to hang out, im not going to be a creeper/stalker/sketchballer. Something i said to a friend of mine recently, she was telling me how her life isnt perfect, and she gets lonely and sad just like me. As humans, we can easily see other people's lives, but can't help ourselves, it is like trying to look into your own eyes without a mirror. That is when i had an epiphany. I told her "there is no such thing as perfect

there is just our rediculous over expectations so maybe, your life is just the way it is supposed to be, to make you who you are suposed to be"

I have no clue what im talking about, just typing randomlpretty awesome, yeppurs. so have good lives, maybe i can focus my stuff more next week, NEED SLEEPPPP!!!